...bangkok love story

This is one of my favorite movies ever. Wow...as in wow! The story was great, though tragic. The love scenes were intense which depict the very essence of love. Love really is unconditional. It has no boundaries. It surpasses gender, age and even status. I shed alot of tears while watching it, but felt euphoric for such an "Obra". This movie is for those who think that same sex love affair is temporary. There's still hope girl! Hehehe.

...it's payday

Beer bars, malls, restaurants etc will be swamped with alot of people. Even motels! Hahaha. Some filipinos are one day millionaires, so most likely before the week ends, they will borrow money again from friends. Why do we have this kind of culture? Ambot! Happy shopping to all!

...cute boys!

I got this from one of my favorite blogs. I just envy these cute boys...not because they're beautiful but because they're sweet. Oh I wish I had somebody to hold hands with. SAD! But i wonder if they're lovers or something...The other guy looks way younger than the other. Maybe brothers, what do you think? Anyway, it is a picture of every gay man's envy. Haayyy!

...i was not sooo into him!

I was so drunk when i had this done. The tattoo artist told me to take a rest after he finished the "NO". If you notice, the "E and L" were in different font, (tribal while the 'NO' was gothic). Actually, another artist finished the "EL". Because of my drunkeness, the first guy gave up. LOL! But anyway, when Noel saw it, he freaked out that he wanted to erase it with paint thinner. Not because it was his name on my arm, but because it wasn't beautifully done. HAHAHA. I wasn't into him, was I?

...my friends Nina and Eillene

This bubbly girl is Nina. She is smart and has a great sense of humor. She also has a splendid personality that blends with all fellas from different walks of life. She is a jet-setter coz she visits her father and sister in Singapore every now and then. When I wasn't on a diet yet, she used to give me food, lots of it so I would be as chubby as her. LOL! Love you mare! Mwah!

The other girl in black espaghetti top is my office friend Eillene. She is kind but sometimes moody, but very close to most of us in the office. Like me, she also has a complicated love story, and until now, still looking for someone who's willing to give her the love that she deserves. Baliw sya minsan sa pag-ibig! Hahaha. But who's not? Love yah, friend!

...ms gay universe?

Some of the equally beautiful ladies who were in the top 15. Look at them, aren't they fantabulous? The three don't only have the beauty but the brains as well. They answered the questions with confidence...and with an accent! LOL

The nerve-wracking announcement of the 1st runner-up and Ms. Gay Universe, with of course the Concert Queen.

The five finalists: from left, 4th runner-up, 1st runner-up, Ms. Gay Universe, 2nd runner-up and 3rd runner-up.

Jojo, with Ms Gay Universe...she also won the Miss Photogenic

...reality bites!

Everytime my friends and I meet, we always talk about the same old topics...love, relationships, men. We share the same emotional experiences when it comes to these things. More often than not, we just laugh at them. But there are also moments when we become sentimental and start to break down because of the reality that we have been keeping behind our happy faces. Last night, Jojo and I watched a gay beauty pageant. Jojo happened to be one of the judges, and I was just there to kill the supposed boring saturday night. Well, it turned out to be a fun night after all. After the pageant which ended at 5am, we went somewhere to eat 'breakfast'. Then, while in the taxi, Jojo popped up a heart-breaking question...Kailan kaya tayo makakahanap ng totoong magmamahal sa atin? i don't have the answer, but we both are sure that that time will come. As to when, again...i don't know.

Yes, this is the reality that I and my friends have been evading from by doing something else like drinking, eating or worse, having relationship with straight guys who only have one thing in mind...money, new clothes, cellphone, load and other freebies.

Mind you guys, we are well aware of that, but we still keep on doing it because...i don't know why! Temporary happiness? Who knows!

...one of my fave songs

For you

by Kenny Lattimore

For you I'd give a life time of stability

Anything you want of me

Nothing is impossible

For you

There are no words or ways to show my love

Or all the thoughts I'm thinking of'

Cause this life is no good alone

Since we've become one

I made a change

Everything I do now makes sense

All roads end

All I do is for you

For you

I share the cup of love that overflows

And anyone who knows us knows

I would change all thoughts I have

For you

There is no low or high or in between

Of my heart that you haven't seen

'Cause I share all I have and am

Nothing I've said is hard to understand

All I feel I feel deeper still

And always I will

All this love is for you

Every note that I play

Every word I might say

Every melody I feel

Are only for you and your appeal???

Every page that I write

Every day of my life

Would not be filled without the things

That my love for you now brings

For you I make a promise of fidelity

Now and for eternity

No one could replace this love

For you I take your hand and heart and everything

And add to them a wedding ring

'Cause this life is no good alone

Since we've become one

You're all I know

If this feeling should leave I'd die

And here's why

All I am is for you

Everything I do now makes sense

All roads end

All I do is for you

Only for you

...who's the fairest?

All of us! This was taken during our christmas presentation. The dream girls hit Manila by storm...Ian, Jason and I looked like real divas here. This insanity helped us bag the grand prize. Don't worry Jaze and Ian, this pic won't be on the net, or least not on Youtube. Bwahahaha. Ahemm. I still have a reputation to protect.

...reigning queens

Beauty and the best! The reigning queens of MTM. This was taken during our very short break. Quickie drinking! LOL! Izza and I are certified boozers. And we're proud of it. Did we violate our company policy? Nope. We weren't that intoxicated anyway. Just a bottle of San Mig Light won't hurt. Cheers!

...the mean girls

Mean but gorgeous! These are the words that best decribe my lovely friends at MTM. Too bad Yasmin and Maya left the company for a greener pasture. Yaz is in Canada now...a successful biatch (LOL), while Maya is in China , a melamine vendor...HAHAHA

...the mighty PM Team

This was taken during our company christmas party. Our mighty team won the competition. Believe it not, we received a bunch of choco pies and some kitchen utensils. OMG! I thought we would get cold cash or atleast SM gift cheques. What a miser! Joke. However, we were so happy that our hard work paid off. I lost my voice after the party. Pathetic!

With us are Jini (korean manager), Sam (MTM owner), Peter (her cute boy). The PM team is composed of smart and great looking teachers, Ian, Rica, Ace, Jillianne, Lovely, Mae, Dorothy, Nina, Jason, Ainie, Maya, Izza, Sharyn and yours truly.

...my family

My x-wife Iris, my son Euan, my sister in law ate Heidi and her daughter. I feel sorry for what happened but I just can't be a hypocrite for the rest of my life. I miss them, that's all I can say now.

...the vongacious lifestyle of my friend

...akalain mo? hehehe totyal na friend ko....

...wow pwede mag ballroom sa luwag.

nice room...the queen on her queen size bed LOL

...my other best friend.

This is Ansel. He is one of my closest friends. We had a lot of unforgettable moments together when he was still in the Philippines. We met in Laguna years back...in 1999. He is like a brother ...a sister (LOL) to me. He is in Canada now. I think one thing funny about him is that he still remembers all our escapades before. He still knows the names of some of my exes. Hehehe. I think he was so envious of me that time coz I was gorgeous and had lots of men...Just Kidding! But i like Ansel's personality. His patience and perseverance brought him to places. He is also smart, but just second to me. Hehehe. Miss you friend.

...let's play a game

San ako dyan? This is a very funny pic. When i saw this, I couldn't stop laughing. Wow, I didn't know we had a group picture then. Anyway, this was taken when I was in grade 5 during our christmas party. Thanks Luis for this pic. All I remember is that, I had a huge crush on Sem Villareal, the guy on the farthest right side. Look at my hair. It was fuller than I thought. LOL!

...my high school friends.

Wow! Very nostalgic. The moment I started keeping in touch with these guys, I just couldn't stop myself from reminiscing the past, contacting them, viewing their friendster, reading and leaving messages in our yahoo e-group. I just can't believe how time flew so fast. It's been more than 16 years since I last saw most of my high school friends. I am very much excited to see them this christmas!

BTW, beside me is my bestfriend since grade school, Sherill Horbuda Alciso y Navarro. LOL. OMG, I can't forget the great moments we had shared. Next is Luis del Castillo, who owns the building near our school...ohhh filthy rich! And the guy on the right side is Gian Carlo Morta. He was always the 'escort' in our classroom. He was good looking way back then, but he has put on some weight... still attractive though. LOL. You won't believe this, i couldn't remember that Luis and Gian carlo were my classmates in grade 6 until they reminded me when we met in MOA. Gosh, what a crap!

...he's the latest, what can I do?

He's kinda cute, no doubt about it. Well, I enjoy being with him. Though his sweetness is inconsistent but what do you expect! He's just another straight guy longing to have someone who'd 'understand' him. The same old song!

...more pic with him

Nice couple? Walang kokontra! LOL! We'll he's the latest. I don't wanna change who he is, but I want him to be more sensitive...

...my latest fling!

...RR has more to offer than just a pretty face. He knows how to play the game but doesn't always win. How ironic, but it's true. He knows how to make me feel good but isn't aware of the things that make me feel bad. I like this guy, no question about it. But he still lacks the qualities that make my knees shake. Let's see how things go...

...gallera adventure (Pop's birthday bash)

...We had a great time in Puerto Gallera. Thanks to the generosity of the birthday celebrator, Jojo. In the pics, you can see Jaya, Lileth, Julius, the owner of Barcode, Michele and some extras...LOL. Happy Birthday Pops (Feb. 9)

...more pics of the icons

neil and me

rey and me

there's still a lot of great mementos with these guys...ala akong paki alam kung gusto nyo makita o nde...LOL. With them, I have found the so-called 'home'. No pretentions, no qualms! Just the real me. Love you guys. Don't know how to live without you! My second family.